My feelings for you seems to glow
To you, i really wish to show
But my confidence seems so low
To get the guts to let you know

You're like my source of light in the night
Without you i'll surely lose my sight
That's why i'll love you with all my might
Or i'll definitely lose the fight

No matter what i do, i'll be missing you like crazy
It just can't stop no matter how i make myself buzy
A hug from you is all i need to make myself cozy
From next week's exam chill and stop myself from being lazy

As soon as my phone reloads
You're the first thing my mind loads
Without you my mind'll corrode
Coz you're my mind's unlock code

You're the one i can't stop thinking of
You're the one i can't get my mind off
Wondering when will i get it solve?
Since my mind just can't get it dissolve

The 1st step

nearly 4 months have passed since i started f6 at a so-called GREAT school, PFS. At 1st, i had high confidence that i'll do well and become the very best there. Now look at me - the determination get's high( caused by the guilt n fear) but the hardwork falls( laziness and lack of self-discipline are the culprits this time ). Well today, i've finally broke the almost-4-months record - i managed to actually take a book and study. The 1st step has been made, and i hope it'll continue on( hope n PLEASE!don't stop!). Feeling kind of sleepy right now but i've got to torture myself abit n study abit b4 i get to my dreams.

Construction stopped temporarily

Looking for more poems??well, there's this sad news: i've stopped em temporarily. Not because of any technical difficulties encountered, but like what others said: no pain, no gain. The pain(if u've been reading d poems, u'll find out) is gone. So is my inspiration. Nevermind, the pause won't be permanent - as i'll be back in no time. Right now, daily blog is what u'll gonna read. S0 don't forget to "enjoy" my rusty English i haven't sandpapered 4 months since the 1119 spm paper was over. Besides getting to my inspiration, it's also time for me to get back to the "flowery" English i used to have. MUET is 1 more month left and all these rust have to be gone - or i'll be gone instead. So don't forget to visit back often, as i might post up new poems u've missed so much. I wished i could stay, but my physical chemistry needs to be finished up ASAP or Yew Lee Heang will be having higher chances of delivering her next demerit marks.

it's happening again-my fear
my effort has became a total failure
i really hope i'm not too sure
but my instincts tells me that it's very near

i dowana lose another friend
how do i make the road bend?
or again..i'll have to get my heart mend
hope our friendship will never end

crapping with u was my fame
falling 4 u was my shame
things will never b the same
though it might sound so lame

seeing u from far makes me directionless
seeing u face to face makes me speechless
when i'm with u, i become flawless
but i realised without u life is meaningless

Knowing u was like a dream come true
Falling for u was like a nightmare come true
as it took me nowhere but straight into the blue

u took my heart away
on ur shoulders i wish to lay
and without u a day
makes my life so grey

u're da one i wana get
u're da one i can't forget
since da day we met
losing u is da last thing i wana let

Girl u make me insane
with my heart full of pain
u caused me lose my lane
with nothing left to gain

Listening to the melody
makes me thinking of somebody
and always being moody
coz girl, u were a great buddy

U mean more den a precious pearl
and to me, u're like my world
where u can't stop making me swirl
all because, i love u girl

you make me blind
coz u're so kind
u enter my mind
and make me bind

got myself into this line
hoping to get a glass of wine
with you in a dine
i know - it'll only be dreams of mine

A new blog spot..muahaha..

my old "full-of-hard-effort" blog is gone...thx 2 blogomonster...hope it'll revive soon...in da mean time...blogspot shall b my new victim...