~~What A Day~~

tired!tired!tired!.Never felt so sleepy while driving before.Luckily, i managed to reach home in one piece.Today was a day that i finally get myself into the cinema after about a month ago.If it wasn't for kim ling's birthday celebration, i'm not even sure when will going for a movie be even crossing my mind.Life has been too much of stress lately as i need to get my lazy mind and lazy ass moving and start studying, catching up for the upcoming mid year exam but the problem is, my self discipline is too low that my progress is so slow - no improvement even after a month of so-called intensive has been applied to myself.Well today was also a day that i got myself rid of any studyings right after the 12 noon bell in school rang(yeah! it's a friday).My life in gurney started with a movie "wild hogs".Overall, the movie is nice but kind of "gayish"(just too sleepy to talk more about the thing) and i recommend you to watch it, have a great laugh and one more thing, not recommended for people who are weak hearted and might turn into a gay after watching the movie.After that, we proceeded to northam beach cafe, where i spent 11 bucks just for my dinner - 8.50 for the baked pasta, and 2.50 for half a plate of a hot sizzled noodles which i shared with Wei Lie's father's only child.Then, it was time to go to Naza Beach(again!)..yay!!!The wind was nice.So was the effort we made to light up the candle due to the nice wind.Okok.I'm so tired and sleepy now that i really need to skip a few important parts, get done with this and go to bed.After finishing everything, we felt so thirsty and almost near to becoming dehydrated so Subaidah was lucky to have the almost-whole bunch of us spending on drinks there.I called a teh tarik medium, which was a mistake.The condensed milk was so thick, my stomach was really feeling uneasy and with my sleepiness, i drove back home, reaching home after dropping wei lie and chun leong.Ahhhh!Home sweet home.

My RM4 have wings!it flew away

Before going to the library
I went to the char koay teow aunty
To get myself a bowl of loh mee
Blurringly, i gave to her 5.50
And forgotten the change totally!

You raised me up - Josh groban OR Westlife(modern version)

today, I realised the existence of the song "you raised me up" by josh groban and also westlife(modern version).On monday, 49 Thailand exchange students came to PFS and before they leave, we were supposed to wish them goodbye.As a passive member(and a lazy one) of the Penang Free School choir club, i had to attend the "farewell" ceremony in order for the commitees of the club to realise about my existence in the club.Initially we were supposed to sing four "great" songs - lion sleeps tonight, hear the wind, my way and you raised me up - but the last song i just mentioned was cancelled; all because of the lack of guts of some people where some were too scared to sing as they might not reach the note and also some were too afraid to make the choir club's bad name gets worse.Well the good thing is, i found out that i was capable to sing and reach the notes of the song(YAY!!) besides enjoying it so badly.Indeed, i should be delighted about it but there was something in my mind.Something that stops my smile and joy from appearing.Something which took away all the positive things that are happening to me.And then i realised, i was having a crush on the pianist!I was singing with full of spirits, full of emotions related to the song and my mind was thinking plus peeping at her almost once every minute(that's horribly too much!) while straining my larynx to the max.It's not a crime to be in love with someone but for me, it is!Approximately 7 months ago, i admired a girl and is still going after her.In that period, i had some feelings for a few of my girl friends and i managed to get over them.My old self is still here.The one where i easily fall for someone.The one which i thought had left me completely for good.Now, it's her.I don't want to continue this, but i still cant seem to find a solution to control my mind and stop thinking of the good qualities of the girls whom i keep falling for.Every girl i "crushed" on cant seem to leave my mind easily.I know the girl i liked 7 months ago is meant for me, is the person i love deep inside my heart.I'm going to have tuition about an hour from now(which crossed my mind to skip the thing) and the "you raised me up" is still crazying in my head and sadly to say, so as the pianist!

The Return

Well, just take a took at my previous post!Oh nono...not the contents...but the DATE!..it must have been about 3 months(almost) since i touched back my blog and even a faithful national service trainee would have ended his torturings.Hopefully this time my blog won't have any chance to be missing me anymore.It's just another day where i wasted my day doing absolutely nothing useful for the upcoming test or even a step to finish my homework.All thanks to son of jaganathan who clumSILLY left his attractive smallville DVDs with me, i'm now kinda addicted to the show.In less then 10 minutes, i'll be in front of the screen again but the TV this time instead of my monitor watching wwe curiously wanting to know who will Donald Trump(yea stop rubbing your eyes and think that i've made a mistake coz it's indeed the apprentice guy) choose to save his head from being shaved by vince mcmahon's pathetic hands.