You raised me up - Josh groban OR Westlife(modern version)

today, I realised the existence of the song "you raised me up" by josh groban and also westlife(modern version).On monday, 49 Thailand exchange students came to PFS and before they leave, we were supposed to wish them goodbye.As a passive member(and a lazy one) of the Penang Free School choir club, i had to attend the "farewell" ceremony in order for the commitees of the club to realise about my existence in the club.Initially we were supposed to sing four "great" songs - lion sleeps tonight, hear the wind, my way and you raised me up - but the last song i just mentioned was cancelled; all because of the lack of guts of some people where some were too scared to sing as they might not reach the note and also some were too afraid to make the choir club's bad name gets worse.Well the good thing is, i found out that i was capable to sing and reach the notes of the song(YAY!!) besides enjoying it so badly.Indeed, i should be delighted about it but there was something in my mind.Something that stops my smile and joy from appearing.Something which took away all the positive things that are happening to me.And then i realised, i was having a crush on the pianist!I was singing with full of spirits, full of emotions related to the song and my mind was thinking plus peeping at her almost once every minute(that's horribly too much!) while straining my larynx to the max.It's not a crime to be in love with someone but for me, it is!Approximately 7 months ago, i admired a girl and is still going after her.In that period, i had some feelings for a few of my girl friends and i managed to get over them.My old self is still here.The one where i easily fall for someone.The one which i thought had left me completely for good.Now, it's her.I don't want to continue this, but i still cant seem to find a solution to control my mind and stop thinking of the good qualities of the girls whom i keep falling for.Every girl i "crushed" on cant seem to leave my mind easily.I know the girl i liked 7 months ago is meant for me, is the person i love deep inside my heart.I'm going to have tuition about an hour from now(which crossed my mind to skip the thing) and the "you raised me up" is still crazying in my head and sadly to say, so as the pianist!