Friday, May 24, 2013

Poem 1

I can push the extra mile
For myself to put up that smile
But I don't really like that style
Cause inside, the pain still compile

I don't have the chance to see you every day
But when I do, I find myself staying away
Cause I just can't find the words to say
Not even a single "hey"

I know it's too late for me to regret
Despite the fact that I didn't forget
Every single moment when you and I met
As the day is about to end, and it's now sunset

Clueless on how to express how I feel
I choose to let it conceal
Shutting my mouth like a seal
Slowly hoping for time to let it heal

Even if I don't get a proper gain
Even if my eyes can't stop to rain
And even if this poem is the only thing I obtain
If you're the reason, there's nothing unworth my pain

Friday, January 25, 2013

New Year's Resolutions


What a tiring day. Having 6 consecutive hours of RedBox session with only 3 persons was certainly energy-draining. Phew~. This is probably not a good time to start a blog entry after a long break but what the hell? Let’s do this!

It’s been almost a month since 2013 came. I would love my first entry of the year to be my New Year’s Resolutions.

1. Revive and Continue Blogging Habit.
As you can see, this isn’t the first time I’ve taken a long break after starting to blog. The main reason why I want to continue this blogging habit is because I believe it’s a good way to make myself change to stop caring so much about what other people think about me and bring out more of myself. Also, having achieving half of my first new year’s resolution certainly brings about the mood to continue striving for other resolutions. The ball has started rolling!

2. Start Making Song Covers.
Procrastination has been my profession for quite some time now. This is definitely the main reason why I still haven’t started posting any song covers. It’s time for a change. My aim is to post at least 12 song covers this year. The number “12” is seriously too small but I’m actually secretly planning for more.

3. Start Writing Songs.
I used to write poems for this blog and I believe this can somehow help me in writing songs. Also I find myself constantly love to write sentences and “shape” them to give out a certain feel that I want. Analysing feelings and asking reasons for things we do in our daily life, of which people normally don’t do, are also my interests. These are signs from God telling me, “you are destined to be a song-writer” and as a person who believes in God, I shall follow the signs. I’m almost done with my 1st piece and I plan to achieve at least 6 songs this year.

4. Socialise More.
I was satisfied with my social life but not anymore. Even though I constantly hang out with friends, I’m aware I do not talk much. I was probably too afraid to be myself and being too self-conscious. A friend recently told me, “the trick is don’t think and just talk”. It is true. To come to think of it, when you’re with friends, why the hell should you think? It is not like its work related anyway. It’s all about being yourself and have fun. Of course, you got to know when you need to think before you talk but most of the time, you don’t!

5. To Be Able to Speak in Mandarin Chinese.
It has been more than 4 years since I came to University. Many of my friends, similar to me, started off not knowing how to speak in the language. The difference is that now, they can already speak fluently in it. Let the snake of 2013 be the year I get this monkey off my back!

6. Achieve The Goals I Set.
Many times in life, I have failed to achieve the goals I set for myself. Be it overconfident of my own capabilities or too much of procrastinating, I’ll make sure I overcome them to achieve these 6 goals I’ve set for this year.

Finally, I made it. Thanks for reading.
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