The 1st step

nearly 4 months have passed since i started f6 at a so-called GREAT school, PFS. At 1st, i had high confidence that i'll do well and become the very best there. Now look at me - the determination get's high( caused by the guilt n fear) but the hardwork falls( laziness and lack of self-discipline are the culprits this time ). Well today, i've finally broke the almost-4-months record - i managed to actually take a book and study. The 1st step has been made, and i hope it'll continue on( hope n PLEASE!don't stop!). Feeling kind of sleepy right now but i've got to torture myself abit n study abit b4 i get to my dreams.